| Location | Gateshead |
| Age | 61 years |
| Cause of Death | Accident |
| Date of Birth | 02/01/1948 |
| Date of Death | 08/04/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,123 since 17/11/2009 |
| Creator |
Pat was tragically taken from us in an accident in april this year.
please feel free to add photos, memories or use this page to tell her how you feel, or whats been happening, you know her, she would hate to miss anything.
my mam loved her garden, she was at one when she had dirty fingernails, she loved to watch things she had planted bloom and grow into something beautiful. I think you could use this as a crazy metaphor, as my mam loved to instil things and thoughts into others and watch them grow and develop.
everyoneshe came into contact with wass touched by her, she had a special something that made her so loveable, at times she drove me crazy and frustrated me so much, but at other times she would put her arms around me and i would feel safe, with my mams approval, i could do anything.
She had some crazy ideas, but her heart was so full and she offered a piece of it to whom ever she met. She was so naive, yet the wisest woman in the world. She made you feel loved and always put others before herself, she was like a puppy, just always wanting to please.
Although she always seen the good in everybody else, she never seen it in herself, she honestly never knew how much she was loved.
she was wise, yet ignorant,
she was bright, yet so dark
she was loved by so many, yet so lonely,
she was admired, but felt worthless
she was beautiful, but felt ugly
she was my mam, she was my best friend.
the colour left my world on the day you passed, life still goes on but now in black and white.
you are missed so much and talked about everyday, we usually end up laughing at something you said, or something you done, but I know that im not the only one that keeps their tears, for when their alone, thats why i set this up, a place to talk to you, i cant do it in person, i think then i have to admit your not coming back, i hope you dont mind
love and miss you like you wouldnt believe mama
with all my heart xxxxxxxxxxx
Happy birthday mama, I hope your ok, I miss you so much, I don't think I will ever feel normal again, time is carrying on but the pain is getting worse mama. There's so much I want to tell you and ask your advice on, noone else understands, but I know you would, and I know I'd feel better you just being here. It's all a crazy mess, and I'm trying to sort it out in the best way, and do what's right. But it's hard without any support. Your in my thoughts today and everyday, I just hope I'm making you proud. I love you so much, I just hope you knew and know that
stacks & stacks
xxxxx
I been dreaming about you alot,its horrible when i open my eyes and realize i was only dreaming,you are such a miss if we could turn the clock back! life goes on it will never be the same without you,we all died a little, more so mam there is never a day goes by that she dosent mention your name,you are loved and missed so much, untill we meet again xxxxxxx
hey mama, sorry its been a while since ive been on here, it doesnt mean i havent been thinking about you, because every minute of every day you are in my thoughts. It isnt getting any easier mama, infact it seems harder, theres nowhere to run away to now to block things out. Banana is missing you so much, i just keep thinking of what you would say or do, you always made everything ok. I always remember you telling me that you were my best friend and that one day i would realise, why did you always have to be right?, i just wish you were here so i could tell you that you were right about everything. im getting the van sorted, im so sorry, i hope that you realise that i have no choice, i know how much you loved it and im so sorry, i kept it nice and left everything as it was, so when you came back i wouldnt get wrong, but your not coming back, i need to realise that, it hurts like hell mama. Im trying to do the right thing with everything but it doesnt seem to be working, everything is the same as it was but with you here it never seemed to bad, now everything just seems pointless. i was looking at some photos the other day, god you were beautiful, there was a one with you and your dad, you were looking at him with so much admiration, i hope you seen me look at you in that way when you were here, i just hope that you are with him and he is making you smile. i dont know what else to say, but i love you with all my heart, im so sorry for everything and please if you can just give me a little help
love you stacks & stacks xxxxx
What were you doing this time last year? time goes by so quickly,it only seems lke yesterday you left us, nothing changes your as near to us all now as you always were you will never be forgotten your loved and missed by us all I have at least the happy memories of our holiday didint we enjoy it ,the best i have ever had and you said the same remember the dance hahah eh dear me you laughed about it ,be at peace pat till we meet again lts love joy xxxx
Pat I miss you so much it hurts it really does I love you, just wanted you to know your in my heart and I will never forget you your loved and sadly missed by all of your family xxxxxxx
Happy mothers day mama, today has been so hard, I miss you so much, it seems to be getting harder. We went to the caravan last night, and we found your presents. Thank you. I sprayed your perfume, but it's not the same, I miss your touch so much mama, and even though you won't believe this, I miss your advice ha ha. You always said that I would realise one day, I just wish you were here so I could tell you that you were right. A part of me has died too, there is a huge void now, that can never be filled. Alannah misses you so much, she seen a shooting star the other night, I don't know how to help her, she knows how much you loved her though. I hope you are happy where you are, and I hope you now know how much you were loved. I love and miss you so much it physically hurts, but you taught me how to always wear a smile, I hope I'm doing ok? Iv spoke to you today and hope you heard.I miss you mama xxx
Another day pat,missing you more, not less, If only i could get answers from you, life will never be the same without you,when you left you took my heart ,my sister, my best friend , didint we have some good laughs i miss that we were going to do so much in our old age, it will have to wait till we meet again dont know where dont know when i used to sing that to aunty katy remember, its made me laugh talking about aunty katy /remember the bucket haha/ well i will go now goodnight pat god bless love you stacks thats what you always said.xxxxxxxx
Happy birthday mama. Just to let you know how much we all love you. It is so hard here without you, you always promised that we could get through anything together, I know your not here now so I'm trying on my own, it's not easy. There is so much I want to tell you, you would be so proud of alannah, she is growing up so quick, she misses you so much, it breaks my heart because I can't make it better for her, you always did for me. Were in Thailand now, you would love it, it's so beautiful and serene, and easy to block things out, but we are gonna have to come back to reality again and I'm scared mama. I miss you so much. Love you stacks & stacks xxxxxx
I was watching you when you left mams that tuesday,again looking out the window for you coming back on wednesday,you did not come back, I will always be waiting for you,Icannot believe your gone Imiss and love you so much part of me has gone with you, thank you for everything you did for me,a true sister i will always love and miss you till we meet again. god bless patxxxxxxxxxxjoy
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